Happines is Homemade - Puty Puar

Happiness is about accepting.
Accepting yourself.
Accepting your loved ones.
Accepting the situation of your home.

Happines is city skyline

and orange sky.

Happines is listening to the rain.

It's a bit funny how rain can create the warmest memories.

I think, it's because rain is a long old story, like great great great grandmother of us.

It will never fail to comfort us.

Happines is coming to a bookstore.

Being surronded by lots and lots words and things waiting to be discovered.

Being grateful for going to work and having a job.

Even it it's not your dream job because even if you can't do what you love,

you can always love what you do.

and for me, happines is being grateful to Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala.

Feel, what I feel

Hampir 1 bulan self-quarantine (sok nginggris haha). Jangan tanya ke gue rasanya gimana, karena jawaban gue bakal beda dari yang lain. Kenapa?

Begini, semenjak sekolah tempat gue ngajar menyatakan untuk kerja dari rumah aja tanggal 16 maret lalu, perasaan gue seneng dong bisa bebas ngapain aja dirumah. gue punya banyak waktu buat nyelesaiin "peer" gue yang tak kunjung selesai ini, gue bisa ngelakuin hal-hal produktif lainnya. Ketika ngelihat status orang-orang di sosial media yang udah mulai bosen, bosen masak, bosen tidur, dan bosen lain-lainnya gue cuman bisa ketawa hahhihi. karena, gue masih enjoy masih seneng dengan libur (walaupun dirumah masih ngajar) yang HQQ ini.

Temen-temen (emang punya temen?) gue udah banyak yang ngajak nongkrong, katanya udah bosen dirumah aja, gak produktif kalo dirumah, biasanya tiap hari ada kegiatan, ini nyaris sebulan kegiatannya cuman itu-itu aja yang diulang-ulang. BOSEN!~ kalo ngajak seorang annisa untuk keluar rumah, baik saat ini maupun kemaren-kemaren adalah keputusan yang sangat tidak tepat, karena dia gak bakal mau. terlalu nyaman untuk dirumah. apalagi annisa adalah orang yang sok sibuk dengan kata lain suka menyibukkan diri sendiri dengan hal-hal yang gak jelas. dimaklumi aja~ dari kemaren-kemaren juga udah social distancing kok :D

Jadi, jawabannya adalah gue seneng gue bahagia selama karantina ini hehe

Nah, hal diatas adalah contoh hal kecil yang bikin gue sok sibuk. harus nulis dulu hal yang gak jelas, padahal jawaban yang dibutuhkan cuman sedikit. ya begitulah annisa~ gak jelas~

Sedikit dari gue, dalam waktu sebulan ini, banyak pelajaran yang bisa di ambil hikmahnya. yang paling berkesan bagi gue di salah satu pesan yang di bagikan di wa-group adalah yang kalimatnya gini, gue lupa apaan, tapi intinya gini disaat semua orang bercita-cita di 2020 sudah ada mobil terbang dll tapi ternyata kita masih belajar gimana cara mencuci tangan yang baik dan benar. bukan lucu karena masih belajar mencuci tangan, tapi disini makna tersiratnya yang gue ambil adalah ketika semua kita berekspektasi akan suatu hal, ternyata Allah punya rencana lain, seketika manusia hanya bisa diam. Kata mak gue, sudahi hidup berandai-andai, kasihan, nanti kecewa. sekarang, masih banyak waktu untuk berbuat, berdo'a dan berusaha. Allah tau yang terbaik buat hambaNya, mungkin kalo gak ada kejadian ini orang-orang gak bakal tau betapa sedihnya gak bisa sholat di mesjid, orang-orang menjadi semakin gak peduli dengan orang lain karena terlalu sibuk dengan diri sendiri, orang-orang yang gak bersyukur sama yang namanya sehat, dan banyak hal lainnya. Ada hikmah besar dibalik semuanya, Jangan lupa bersyukur.

Dream

Semua orang pasti punya mimpi dan berusaha mewujudkan mimpinya itu jadi kenyataan. Begitu juga dengan saya, saya punya mimpi ! dan saya ingin mewujudkan mimpi saya itu jadi kenyataan, saya akan berusaha semampu saya hehe doakan :)

You can't have a better tomorrow if you don't stop thinking about yesterday

 -unknown-

Untuk mewujudkan mimpi itu kita harus berpikir maju kedepan, buat apa kita berpikir tentang masa lalu, yang timbul hanyalah penyesalan jika kita melihat kebelakang, yes or no ? bagi saya sih yes..why? karena jika saya melihat kebelakang mimpi saya bukan guru melainkan dokter, namun usaha saya waktu itu kurang, sehingga saya gak dapat mencapai mimpi saya! dan saya selalu berpikir, eh kok dulu gak belajar rajin ya? eh dulu kok usaha ga ada ya? nah ujung-ujungnya sendiri dikamar lalu menyesal dan nangis ! Logika nya, jika saya larut akan penyesalan saya, mungkin saya sekarang gak tau arah tujuan saya kemana ! Alhamdulillah, saya gak larut akan penyesalan tersebut berkat doa dan dukungan dari orang tua hehehe walaupun ambisi untuk jadi dokter masih ada, namun itu hanya saya jadikan sebagai penyemangat hari-hari saya, bukan jadi sebuah penyesalan hahaha

Terlalu panjang lebar mungkin cerita saya, intinya sih jadikan yang kemaren kemaren itu pelajaran yang berharga buat diri kita agar hari esok lebih baik lagi dan jangan lupa untuk bersyukur hehe salah satu penggalan lagu raef - dream *akhir-akhir ini saya suka mendengarkan lagunya karena bagus-bagus hehehe*

"Dream your biggest dream
If we dream enough together we can make it real
And lend a helping hand
What we keep won’t mean anything, once we're gone"

Happy Independence Day, Indonesia

Merdeka, sekali Merdeka tetap MERDEKA !!! Walaupun Indonesia udah merdeka selama 68th, namun menurut gue indonesia belum merdeka dari segi kemiskinan,pendidikan, dll. karena apa ? bisa aja kita lihat dalam kehidupan sehari-hari masih ada rakyat indonesia yang gak makan,gak sekolah, dan gak dapat yang namanya kehidupan yang layak. Padahal nih ya Indonesia kaya akan sumber daya alam nya. Namun, ini semua bukan salah pemerintah melainkan diri kita sendiri khususnya anak bangsa seperti kita para pemuda pemudi Indonesia. Jangan cuma mengandalkan peran pemerintah, kalo kita bisa melakukan nya , why not ?

Walaupun demikian, gue tetap bangga terhadap kinerja pemerintah, step by step agar indonesia menjadi maju sudah mulai terbenahi, cuman gara-gara koruptor sialan, semua usaha yang diinginkan itu terganggu ! Ah, kapan indonesia bebas akan koruptor ? apa tunggu gue jadi Presiden dulu ? . Gue benci banget kalo ada orang Indonesia menjelek-jelekan indonesia itu sendiri, padahal yang jelek itu bukan indonesia nya, tapi orang-orang yang ada didalamnya. Jadi, di Kemerdekaan yang ke 68th ini semoga Indonesia Menjadi negara yang lebih baik dan bebas dari koruptor-koruptor sialan itu !!

Amazing Speech

OMG, What I found in youtube ! amazing speech from Malala, girl from Pakistan have a big ambitions. She celebrates her birthday in PBB. do you know who Malala Yousafzai ? if you don't know I will gave information about her, check it out..
do you remember what happened in October, 9 2012 in Pakistan ? Yeah, Attempted murder of a young activist Malala Yousafzai. Malala efforts in the fight for women's rights in education challenged militant group originating from the state Malala was born, Pakistan. Taliban gunman armed with guns and wearing masks, he shot her twice. Malala the head and neck shot was rushed to a military hospital in Peshawar, Pakistan. At the hospital, Malala underwent surgery for three hours. A week after the assassination attempt, the girl was taken and treated to the Queen Elizabeth Hospital in Birmingham, England. Now, she is back ! Malala Yousefzai, addressed the UN Youth Assembly on her 16th birthday and called for improvements in global education. this is her complete speech ( What I heard )!

Honourable UN Secretary General Mr Ban  Ki-moon, respected president of the General Assembly  Vuk Jeremic,  honourable UN envoy for global education  Mr Gordon Brown, respected elders and my dear brothers and sisters: Assalamu alaikum.

Today is it an honour for me to  be speaking again after a long time. Being here with such honourable people is a great moment in my life and it is an honour for me that today I am wearing a shawl of the late Benazir Bhutto. I don’t know where to begin my speech. I don’t know what people would be expecting me to say, but first of all thank you to God for whom we all are equal and thank you to every person who has prayed for my fast recovery and new life. I cannot believe how much love people have shown me. I have received thousands of good-wish cards and gifts from all over the world. Thank you to all of them. Thank you to the children whose innocent words encouraged me. Thank you to my elders whose prayers strengthened me. I would like to thank my nurses, doctors and the staff of the hospitals in Pakistan and the UK and the UAE government who have helped me to get better and recover my strength.

I fully support UN Secretary General Ban Ki-moon in his Global Education First Initiative and the work of UN Special Envoy for Global Education Gordon Brown and the respectful president of the UN General Assembly Vuk Jeremic. I thank them for the leadership they continue to give. They continue to inspire all of us to action. 

Dear brothers and sisters, do remember one thing: Malala Day is not my day. Today is the day of every woman, every boy and every girl who have raised their voice for their rights.

There are hundreds of human rights activists and social workers who are not only speaking for their rights, but who are struggling to achieve their goal of peace, education and equality. Thousands of people have been killed by the terrorists and millions have been injured. I am just one of them. So here I stand, one girl among many. I speak not for myself, but so those without a voice can be heard. Those who have fought for their rights. Their right to live in peace. Their right to be treated with dignity. Their right to equality of opportunity. Their right to be educated.

Dear friends, on 9 October 2012, the Taliban shot me on the left side of my forehead. They shot my friends, too. They thought that the bullets would silence us, but they failed. And out of that silence came thousands of voices. The terrorists thought they would change my aims and stop my ambitions. But nothing changed in my life except this: weakness, fear and hopelessness died. Strength, power and courage was born. I am the same Malala. My ambitions are the same. My hopes are the same. And my dreams are the same. 

Dear sisters and brothers, I am not against anyone. Neither am I here to speak in terms of personal revenge against the Taliban or any other terrorist group. I am here to speak for the right of education for every child. I want education for the sons and daughters of the Taliban and all the terrorists and extremists. I do not even hate the Talib who shot me. 

Even if there was a gun in my hand and he was standing in front of me, I would not shoot him. This is the compassion I have learned from Mohamed, the prophet of mercy, Jesus Christ and Lord Buddha. This the legacy of change I have inherited from Martin Luther King, Nelson Mandela and Mohammed Ali Jinnah.

This is the philosophy of nonviolence that I have learned from Gandhi, Bacha Khan and Mother Teresa. And this is the forgiveness that I have learned from my father and from my mother. This is what my soul is telling me: be peaceful and love everyone.

 Dear sisters and brothers, we realise the importance of light when we see darkness. We realise the importance of our voice when we are silenced. In the same way, when we were in Swat, the north of Pakistan, we realised the importance of pens and books when we saw the guns. The wise saying, “The pen is mightier than the sword.” It is true. The extremists are afraid of books and pens. The power of education frightens them. They are afraid of women. The power of the voice of women frightens them. This is why they killed 14 innocent students in the recent attack in Quetta. And that is why they kill female teachers. That is why they are blasting schools every day because they were and they are afraid of change and equality that we will bring to our society. And I remember that there was a boy in our school who was asked by a journalist: “Why are the Taliban against education?”He answered very simply by pointing to his book, he said: “A Talib doesn’t know what is written inside this book.”

They think that God is a tiny, little conservative being who would point guns at people’s heads just for going to school. These terrorists are misusing the name of Islam for their own personal benefit. Pakistan is a peace-loving, democratic country. Pashtuns want education for their daughters and sons. Islam is a religion of peace, humanity and brotherhood. It is the duty and responsibility to get education for each child, that is what it says. Peace is a necessity for education. In many parts of the world, especially Pakistan and Afghanistan, terrorism, war and conflicts stop children from going to schools. We are really tired of these wars. Women and children are suffering in many ways in many parts of the world.

 In India, innocent and poor children are victims of child labour. Many schools have been destroyed in Nigeria. People in Afghanistan have been affected by extremism. Young girls have to do domestic child labour and are forced to get married at an early age. Poverty, ignorance, injustice, racism and the deprivation of basic rights are the main problems, faced by both men and women.

 Today, I am focusing on women’s rights and girls’ education because they are suffering the most. There was a time when women activists asked men to stand up for their rights. But this time we will do it by ourselves. I am not telling men to step away from speaking for women’s rights, but I am focusing on women to be independent and fight for themselves. So dear sisters and brothers, now it’s time to speak up. So today, we call upon the world leaders to change their strategic policies in favour of peace and prosperity. We call upon the world leaders that all of these deals must protect women and children’s rights. A deal that goes against the rights of women is unacceptable.

We call upon all governments to ensure free, compulsory education all over the world for every child. We call upon all the governments to fight against terrorism and violence. To protect children from brutality and harm. We call upon the developed nations to support the expansion of education opportunities for girls in the developing world. We call upon all communities to be tolerant, to reject prejudice based on caste, creed, sect, colour, religion or agenda to ensure freedom and equality for women so they can flourish. We cannot all succeed when half of us are held back. We call upon our sisters around the world to be brave, to embrace the strength within themselves and realise their full potential. 

Dear brothers and sisters, we want schools and education for every child’s bright future. We will continue our journey to our destination of peace and education. No one can stop us. We will speak up for our rights and we will bring change to our voice. We believe in the power and the strength of our words. Our words can change the whole world because we are all together, united for the cause of education. And if we want to achieve our goal, then let us empower ourselves with the weapon of knowledge and let us shield ourselves with unity and togetherness.

Dear brothers and sisters, we must not forget that millions of people are suffering from poverty and injustice and ignorance. We must not forget that millions of children are out of their schools. We must not forget that our sisters and brothers are waiting for a bright, peaceful future.

So let us wage a glorious struggle against illiteracy, poverty and terrorism, let us pick up our books and our pens, they are the most powerful weapons. One child, one teacher, one book and one pen can change the world. Education is the only solution. Education first. Thank you.

Really,  I keep silence when I heard speak about that. Many people forgot about the education and women right's . Their so busy with their activity and their future without care about the human right and the education for a million of people are suffering from proverty ! Many people in developing countries exactly in Indonesia, Many children and women in this country doesn't get a decent education for their life. the goverment just promise and promise ! their will gave our a decent education and decent life, now how about the fact ? their just promise...

*FYI, I need a many times to reload,reload, and reload this video to write the speech, I was tired hihihi but I hope you have the same opinions with me ! and come on , help Malala to achieve her big ambition about the education global for many children in the world !! 

if you know what I feel

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.” 

― Bob Marley

*backsound

satu dari seribu

Ketika kita belajar secara formal, setidaknya kita bisa mengambil satu dari seribu apa yang disampaikan dosen kepada kita. Kemaren, saya kuliah mata kuliah umum kewarganegaraan. selama mata kuliah tersebut saya merasa baru mendapatkan sesuatu hal yang baru padahal saya mungkin telah mengetahuinya tetapi tidak menyadarinya. ya, itulah kebiasaan saya -___- .selama perkuliahan sanya menyimak apa yang dosen saya sampaikan yang saya dapatkan yaitu :

1. Jangan suka omong kosong

2. Apapun yang kita lakukan cobalah terima dengan lapang dada, karena apabila hati kita menolak kita tidak akan mendapatkan apa-apa.

3. (ini yang paling penting BAGI SAYA) "BUAT APA KITA BERPENGETAHUAN TAPI TIDAK BERILMU ?" saya menganalisa ini cukup lama agar saya ngerti maksud kata-kata dosen tersebut. Dan menurut saya...Ilmu dan pengetahuan itu seharusny sejalan. Ilmu sangat lah penting, pengetahuan juga penting tapi pengetahuan hanya bersifat sementara sedangkan ilmu abadi ---> ini menurut saya ya, kalo gak setuju gak usah komentar wee :p

kenapa saya katakan ilmu itu abadi ?? ya..kalo kita punya ilmu, pasti kita berpikir bagaimana cara kita untuk berbagi dan mengimplementasikannya kepada orang lain.  sedangkan pengetahuan hanya dalam fikiran saja dan pengetahuan tersebut hanya terbatas tapi apabila kita sering membaca, atau kegiatan lain untuk menambah pengetahuan maka pengetahuan kita bakal bertambah :D

itulah pendapat saya, apa pendapat mu ? heehe

But, I know I'm who I am today

Welcome february,goodbye january. thanks jan, you gave me some story about life. :)

since yesterday, I know what would I do. now,tomorrow,and next time. Many people have a dream and their wil make it happen. so I am ? yes, I will make my dreams come true !!

@LifeToolsDon't be afraid of the space between your dreams and reality. If you can dream it, you can make it so

I had been wasting a lot of time for things that are not important. If I remember , I'm regret that. :(

@damnitstrue
Forget the past, it's gone, not worth it, and you can't do anything to change it. Focus on the future. Plan what you want, and aim for it.

I don't care about love, because I'm believe sometime he is come to my life.

@dailyteenwordsI just want to love and to be loved with someone and be happy together.

I'm envy if someone can make something for their country. Because I can't give anything for my country :(. When I browsing some web. I read their story, how their make the country success, how their make it happen. Why I can't ? :'(

I'm a Iste students, and in my country have a SM3T program . this program about teacher who will teach to remote areas. yeah, In my mind, If I graduate from my college I will teach there. because I will make the dreams of children come true. I'm very sad If I see the children doesn't school like other children. But, my parents doesn't give me permit to do it. :( so what must I do ?

@Notebook
Appreciate the little things, because one day you may look back and realize they were the big things.

I will dream and MAKE IT HAPPEN in my life ! 

we don't need magic!

I think all of you must read and watch it !!

We do not need magic to change the world, we carry all the power we need inside ourselves already: we have the power to imagine better.